saturday is 2 years ago i tried to end it 6/11/08 looking back it was a cry for help but now i wish id took more and done it properly
i dont want to eat until they take me 2 hospital
i dont want to ever put food in my mouth again i cant cope with it
i bought diet coke and sweets i cudnt resist it
i found my all time favourite sweets today the pic below yes i am that sad i took a pic :L
i hate myself i just wish i didnt have to eat my mums gunna make me eat 2nite i can feel it
ive lasted all day without owt i wanna do my fast
FML indeedy
i hate skwl i got back today and it makes me depressed i hate hate hate it!!
I rang Jo Dr Kellys secretary and she says that Hes requested for me to have funding out of area but that was whats gunna appen anyway so argh why doesn't any1 do what was proposed im not goin bk to riverdale the can fuck off!! i hate that god damn place i never wanna c steve again
a bastard is what he is .
Anyway i need to do my ucas i dnt wanna apply ill never get in :( i just wanna go to sleep n never wake up
oh nice to c new followers :)
xx
soooo i just read your whole blog (sorry, stalker...) and
ReplyDeletea) you are totally gorgeous and could be a model. so tell your eating disorder to fuck itself :)
b) £land sweets?! haha i always drool over this bag of sweets but i know it'd be a disaster. i live off sugar. ugh.
take care xx