I'm the fury in your head...

THis English cwk is doing my head in.

It's stressing me out.

I did it for 5 hours yesterday all for my mum to say that it doesn't sound any better.



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It's Zainab's bday tmoz we started acknowlegding each other tday so i'm guna av to get her a present.

I know what to get her but i just dont have the money.

I'm sick of buying things spending money.

It's true what they say ya no money does make the world go round.

I really wanna buy her A-Z book ends coz thats what we are bookends we prop each other up along with all the other crap in life. Plus wen we did a talent show ages ago thats what we call ourselves. LOOOL

There really cool but funny at the same time.

There £20.

Seen ones in next for £18

duno which t get???

or just found these amazing owl book ends LOVE!!

http://mydeco.com/p/owl-bookends/GB697E69AYSUTGLDQ6HCFOOC75URT7ZL6M5GU23U/#search=prefdb%3Dproduct%

26query%3Dbookends%26startrank%3D9

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Argh im wasting time.

Im hungry.

Thirsty and FlaminG HoTTTTT!

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Love IT :) hehe



Opinions aint fact-take them in and let them go....

I've just been told off by my psychology teacher telling me that i need to start revising :(
Yesss i fucking know along with all the other bollocks i have to do.
Fucking roll on with the 22 JUNE = 1st day of freedom where there is no skwl and no exams. I cant wait. I'm guna loose so much weight after exams but right now i've got to concentrate on school work. Thee way forward!!!!
YESSS
AHOY UNIVERSITY
haha
i applied for my accomodation today which its really grotty £93 to stay in the shittest standard  room with a shared bathroom EEKS!. Yess i am cheap haha
i just cant afford anything atm ive got to pay £250 upfront deposit with my accomodation thats edinburgh outta the window ffs when am i guna be able to have a holiday :(
I was guna go out for the royal wedding av a mash up with the girlies but i honestly cannot afford to.
Does anyone wanna donate me money?
*SIGH*
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I was suppose to be getting zainabs present this week but shes being totally *************** with me. It's like if i dont make the effort then she dunt so why shud i bother???? She didnt contact me once in the hols i had to. So yeh god knows how thats guna go.
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Sorry to rant but i gotsta get this out ya no?
Its bubbling up inside me that sum people are absolute penis faces!!!!
There is so many people that are on my nerves atm no wonder i have NO friends
.... im a bloody penis face thats why oui?

 OUI!

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Thursday's child has far to go...

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Keep Warm Keep well...

Im SAT in rosso library looking at a leaflet called ^^^ that.

Stange innit when its like 19 degrees outside.

Warmth:. The state, sensation, or quality of producing or having a moderate degree of heat:

Key word moderate

Nothing in my life is moderate, steady, or sensible.

Ive gained a stone and a half im nearing 8 stone an all time high .

I am my heaviest I am FAT

 I am, I am , I am

My stomach is pertruding.

I feel exhausted and i cant stop eating and regain control.

I feel so extreme so much loss of self respect to get this big and theres a lack of her my anorexic self (i cant believe ive actually seperated me from an illness)

There is no warmth, no love no comfort no feeling of full i just keep eating and eating, a state of correctness or fulfilment.

I have a resit in may and my eng cwk needs to be in yet wtf am I???

I hate wat ive become.

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BODY GOSSIP: 'This one is for you'

It always makes me sad but this gives me strength to carry on.
Recovery : THIS ONE IS FOR YOU!
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YOU TOOK SOMETHING PERFECT AND PAINTED IT RED

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