In the darkest night hour I'll search through the crowd Your face is all that I see I'll give you everything Baby, love me lights out...

I've been keeping all my pills that I've not taken over the years wasted hope on anti-depressants. I never thought this day would come where I can say good bye to the safety net. I feel relieved that I don't have them cluttering up my desk drawer. I'm proud to say I rarely feel suicidal anymore. Of course there are days where I just want to cry my eyes out but today was a milestone. Never stop believing that life can be better than life with depression suffocating your thinking. You deserve to be here and so do I.

All my love,
ER
xx

My Heart Is Heavy...

I found out that Mark was seeing another girl when I was or they were going out.

I stupidly looked at his instagram and there she was the blonde girl.

I feel sick I feel like the tears will never release the pain and humiliation I feel right now.

I'm stupid I'm ugly I'm not the one he chose.

How could I of been so stupid?!

Someone please help me

ER
xx