Everything has happened all at once, a friend died from work and then my grandad died and then my boyfriend split up with me an hour ago. And my fucking god it hurts! I feel like I'm at rock bottom (I was at rock bottom before the break up but now I'm drowning.
I just want the ground to swallow me up even better kill me as well. I just want to die. I want the pain to end and to be free.
Feeling so so shitty right now. I need a glimmer of hope. Please.
All my love,
ER
xx
