Lonely...

I find I'm struggling with life my job sucks my relationship sucks and everything else sucks. I feel depression deep inside of me. Crying and laying in bed feels so comforting right now. I don't want to do anything I do want to feel anything I just want to be. I feel so overwhelmed I just want to crawl into a ball and forget about my shitty life. I know I'm just shit to be around just utterly utterly shit. No wonder my boyfriend doesn't touch me or says anything nice to me I'm just so ugly and disappointing. Some days I think I'm better off dead.


 







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