So after my stint in hospital I decided to join the gym to sort my health out. Got myself a personal trainer who turned out to be a dick but when are they not? V. rare to find a good pt that doesn't want to get into your knickers lol I didn't go to the gym to lose weight which I normally would of I decided to get my fitness levels up and start lifting weights. I havent really looked back since I still have moments when I look at my thighs and think shit these are huge or are too curved. I think it takes a long time to be happy with your body but when you get there you just thing some things in life are more important like your health!!
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So there have been a few guys on the scene yes I know surprise surprise. I think have the worst luck with men I really need an ex to say what I'm doing wrong they seem to just walk all over me. I find that I have a good time getting to know them for a couple of months and then they either ignore me or call it a day. Like this one guy I was seeing he just said he was going Canada for work and that was it not like I want someone to hold back on their ambitions but I have just wasted 4 months of my life talking to him. That's time I'll never get back! People don't realise how precious time is and there is nothing worse than wasting your time on someone who doesn't give a fuck about you. Girl got shit to do!!
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