I haven't wrote on here in like forever.
feel my life is on repeat sometimes,
I can't ever change the cycle of depression, disappointment and misery.
I feel like
I can't do anything right like I hate my Uni work and I don't feel like I can ever contemplate getting a job and actually be happy.
I cant get a bf or anyone to love me. I feel im searching in all the wrong places, why should I even be searching anyway?
I cant sometimes feel like just breaking down, staying in bed for hours on end and just being invisible.
I can't cope at uni my housemates are just unbelievable.
I'm on repeat aren't I?

ER
xx