feel my life is on repeat sometimes, I can't ever change the cycle of depression, disappointment and misery.
I feel like I can't do anything right like I hate my Uni work and I don't feel like I can ever contemplate getting a job and actually be happy.
I cant get a bf or anyone to love me. I feel im searching in all the wrong places, why should I even be searching anyway?
I cant sometimes feel like just breaking down, staying in bed for hours on end and just being invisible.
I can't cope at uni my housemates are just unbelievable.
I'm on repeat aren't I?
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i am in the exact same position here too, and it's frightening.
ReplyDeletedon't get me wrong, i love my house mates, but they are so loud and up for anything while i just want to curl up in my duvet. college ends on friday for christmas but i haven't been doing so well this term. and my attendance is woeful.
i'm sorry i'm posting such a downer of a comment. when i feel like this i like to watch films, i even go to the cinema alone sometimes. it's a good escape, i find x
no dont be sorry my blog is your place just as much as mine
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lets just watch xmas films and hibernate for the winter!!
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Big hugs to you dear. I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I know that feeling of being stuck on repeat, in the same spot with nothing ever really changing, it's awful. You'll be in my thoughts xx
ReplyDeletethank you honey!
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