Your trying to keep me down...

Keep Your Head Up keep your heart strong

I've been drinking watermelon...

I feel like everything is going into  massive crescendo of nothingness. I'm so scared to wake up in a morning and feel the sinking feeling I'll have to crawl out of my pit and actually force myself to do anything. I seriously want to eat sleep repeat. FAT LAZY PIECE OF SHIT.
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I'm talking to two guys I've never met I feel like I'm cheating on them both with the other person but it's not like I'm going out with them so its not? I'm such a bad person.
I hate myself I can't do anything right! I feel lost within myself.

ER
xx