I feel like everything is going into massive crescendo of nothingness. I'm so scared to wake up in a morning and feel the sinking feeling I'll have to crawl out of my pit and actually force myself to do anything. I seriously want to eat sleep repeat. FAT LAZY PIECE OF SHIT.
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I'm talking to two guys I've never met I feel like I'm cheating on them both with the other person but it's not like I'm going out with them so its not? I'm such a bad person.
I hate myself I can't do anything right! I feel lost within myself.
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i think i understand how you feel- you always here the line; "im scared i wont wake up one day...", well im scared that i WILL wake up, continuously, for no reason- why am i still here? i dont want to be!?
ReplyDeleteits sad that life becomes a nuisance and a burden but we have to hope it is a temporary state....
hang on
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thank you for your comment! I hope it is temporary too else it will get harder to escape from xxxxxxx
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