We are like roses that have never bothered to bloom when we should have bloomed and it is as if the sun has become disgusted with waiting. Charles Bukowski
Friday, 27 May 2011
Noah and the Whale - 'L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N.' (Official Video)
Exactly what this song says.
Life goes on.
Im not guna be able to get on blogger in a while sad ano not like anyone cares ano but yeh.
It's the last day today 2 weeks and my exams will be thrust upon me.
I wont be able to get on due to the no internet so i dont know what im guna do without blogger and reading/stalking ppl and venting my frustration with this world.
Im guna go into hiding for 3 weeks im going to get a levels that im proud of haha ano ano thats a joke
Im guna put my life and soul into working hard for them and if i dont get good grades at least i can say i tried my best and couldnt of done anymore.
So i hate goodbyes and it didnt even feel like its the last day ever at school the big bad world is ready to take me. All i can say is be kind.
Guna miss school like mad cant live with it cant live without it is my sactuary.
Anyway guna go going to the pub really wanna go to the prom just to see ppl make an arse of themselves and to critise ppls dresses but i cant so oh well.
Much love
ope everyone keeps well
especially katie if u ever read this ope u see that ur an amazing beautiful person and pull thru the hard times ur esperiencing
All my love
english rose
xx
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
She said do me a favour and STOP flattering yourself...
Surprise surpise the plan failed.
...
Revised for three hours this morning.
Came into school for nothing collo sent me away coz she ad to do some bollocks! I bloody came in for the last lesson for her to just toss me off >:( yep im annoyed.
I feel abit crap atm as it is i looked in the mirror when i was getting ready at 1 ish and i honestly looked pregnant no joke. i look even more pregnant than my 25 weeks pregnant sister. Shes sooo thin im really jealous.
Me n mum aren't talking still. TRES awkward. TBH shes a fucking bitch cant wait to pack up and leave.
Petty= me .
I wish i was born diffently like born into a different family a completely different person.
...
Gunna walk home past the railway.
watched crime watch last night so im shit scared of being ambushed or something but i cant just keep eating then im guna take the dog.
then guna revise til 8ish.
fasting tomorrow ii think. If i can do it. i ant done a fast in yonks.
xx
...
Revised for three hours this morning.
Came into school for nothing collo sent me away coz she ad to do some bollocks! I bloody came in for the last lesson for her to just toss me off >:( yep im annoyed.
I feel abit crap atm as it is i looked in the mirror when i was getting ready at 1 ish and i honestly looked pregnant no joke. i look even more pregnant than my 25 weeks pregnant sister. Shes sooo thin im really jealous.
Me n mum aren't talking still. TRES awkward. TBH shes a fucking bitch cant wait to pack up and leave.
Petty= me .
I wish i was born diffently like born into a different family a completely different person.
...
Gunna walk home past the railway.
watched crime watch last night so im shit scared of being ambushed or something but i cant just keep eating then im guna take the dog.
then guna revise til 8ish.
fasting tomorrow ii think. If i can do it. i ant done a fast in yonks.
xx
Friday, 20 May 2011
you have a way with words....
Did ECON1 today it was hard but at least i got thru it.
Resits are hard.
Hated every minute of it.
But yeh it was ok not great just ya no mediocure i dont think ive beat my C.
I just need to revise A2 now.
I want to loose some weight aswell i wanna get down to 45kgs this week i want to fit into my school uniform so that i can actually wear it for the last time. I cant believe next week is the last time ever ill have to sit in a lesson.
WOW.
So thee plan is as follows,,,,
JOG
100-500 sit ups
Breakfast: Fruit/ diet coke
Dinner: salad
walk the dog
walk home
Tea: Nothing
100-500 situps
chew gum for snacks
simple?
xx
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
Lets make this happen girl...
I would like to thank Hayley yest for caring and just being there. For making me focus which was lovely thanks beautiful.
I want to thank Zainab for being that saving grace (lol) for comforting me when the oil got to much. Love u always cheeky.
Thats all. Life = exams atm.Economics resit friday. You will not beat me unit 1.
xx
I want to thank Zainab for being that saving grace (lol) for comforting me when the oil got to much. Love u always cheeky.
Thats all. Life = exams atm.Economics resit friday. You will not beat me unit 1.
xx
Monday, 16 May 2011
Monday, 9 May 2011
Hated by many...
I'm thinking of a tattoo on my wrist...
"EVERY ROSE HAS ITS THORNS"
wotcha think?
xx
"EVERY ROSE HAS ITS THORNS"
wotcha think?
xx
Friday, 6 May 2011
Sometimes.
Its hard to comprehend.
I thought you were my friend.
How many times u said i'm here for you.
You were never "there" and i dont think u ever will be.
How it upsets me, after how i would and still would do anything for you.
When you just dont care.
Thankyou, you are the fucking same as everyone else.
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