Tuesday, 7 December 2010

Nobody want to be nameless, aimless, shameless...

I got Dr Thaver involved see if she can get the ball rolling or just palm me some lie about paper work :S Jo never rang me bk after the msg i left on friday i rang her again n left another msg but n one cares.
Maybe if i were nicer someone would care...
Maybe if i were thinner someone would care...
Maybe if i collapsed on the street someone would care...
Maybe if i had the fucking guts to kill myself properly someone would care...
Maybe if i was prettier,smarter, more kind someone would care...
...I am a nobody whose existence is futile i wish i could give up my life so someone else could have a chance to live like a cancer sufferer or something wishing for a life when im wishing mine away.
WHAT A FUCKING WASTE OF SPACE I AM

Yes they do!
xx
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2 comments:

  1. gem7 December 2010 at 21:07

    hope you feel better soon, stay strong.
    your not a waste of space at all xx

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  2. Fluo8 December 2010 at 14:20

    I know what your feeling. I'm going through the same thing and I guess we just gotta stay strong and pull through. Things always get worse before they get better, just hold your head up high and don't let anything bring you down. Rise above it and be who you want to be! You aren't a waste of space! You've either already achieved what you've set out to achieve, or you're a ball of potential, about to achieve great things :)

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I told you to be patient and I told you to be kind...

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