Quit ma job today. Don't think just do.This isn't everything you are.
feeling pretty emotional at the moment. Feel teary most days and most days I want to just live. Die. Breathe. Repeat.
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I've been talking to lee and he wants to come Thursday but he wants sex he said he would be dissappointed if we didn't but I do but I don't. I don't want it to mean nothing. I want to be something. I want to mean something to someone not just nothing a quick shag on a Thursday afternoon. That's not what I want to be remembered or defined as. Am I worth more than that? Or am I worth nothing? Torn.
ER
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I know that feeling, but I primarily want to be something to myself. After that, who knows?
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