you have won, you can go ahead tell them...

Tell them I was happy,
And my heart is broken,
All my scars are open...

It's back.
I feel it.
I felt you creeping up on me you fingertips on my eyelids. You told me to hush.
I recognised your voice like an imprinted memory.


The sinking feeling came, you were behind me I was in front of you. That's new. It didn't feel right. With a knife to my neck. I'm never going to escape you again. I know.
I feel ur lips oh your lips.
The cold touch revives me. I'm yours.
Then you hit. My skull so bursting with thoughts I cannot hear.
Your me and I'm not me.
Am I?

ER
xx