I told him I needed to talk to him at 3pm after I rang him but his phone was off so fair enough he's been on nights let him sleep but I've just rang him now n his phones on he ignored my call and all the texts I sent him!
What if he never wants to talk to me again? I may as well just rip all my skin off now jump out of my window. I cant do this with out him. Why is he ignoring me!? Maybe bcoz I'm such a needy fucking ass hole that's why!My last texts have been positive-ish now I just feel like I need him. I need him so much so much. I love him and he said he loves me too. BUT as mates. Honestly he's the most amazing person. It's me isn't it. ugh
I just cant deal with this atm I wanna fucking cut my arms to shreds but I've got a modelling competition to go to Wednesday and no I don't wanna talk about it they'll just see me n say NO you're ugly wtf are you doing here?!?
ugh
fuck my life
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I am so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need him.
:'(
ER
xx
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