me and tabs ARE NOT friends...

I think I'm playing with fire.

I've been prescribed a lower dose of citalopragm my antidepressants.

20mg down to 10mg.

But I've carried on taking 20mg still.

But I can still get a months worth of that as well in 10mg.

I wanna stash it.

Is that so bad?

I only got a lower dose coz I was manic last week or a couple weeks before that.

But my mood has plummeted since.

I'm suicidal.

As u can tell >.<

I've been taking pro-plus with my 3 caffeine fixes of diet coke cans surely that's over the limit?

yet I'm still moody and lethargic no energy at all 

wtf?

wtf is wrong with me?!?!?!

I'm tired and I could sleep for days seriously.

Just wanna crawl into bed and die.

My sis called it my pit t'other day.

How true.

Top things off I've got a killer sore throat like I'm constantly swallowing sand paper.

Fuck.

I just want Dan right now.

Just a cuddle.

Please? thank you

I want Dan.

ER

xx