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I have 3 reasons to be here..
- Hold my neice for the first time, see her face and help my sister give birth.
- See my A Level results I want to know what i got whether the fight was worth it.
- Experience some of my University course.
I'm guna remind myself of these every time i waver, every minute of every day to make sure i dont get caught up in the spiral again. Until 6th November*
Thanks zoe and farrah it REALLY means alot xx <3
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I'm on a 12day fast.
Going ok lost 2kgs need to do better but its sooo hard especially with my mum breathing down my neck asking bwt food and what I've eaten.
I hate lying I hate throwing/hiding food away.
I'm sorry.
xx

GOD!!!! Don't lose weight! You are beautiful, healthy young woman.
ReplyDeleteAnd its really good to read that you have those positive things in your life. I am sure you can find more... :)
4. Your mother worries about you. :) SHe loves you.