Summer after high school when we first met....

I want this hug! every EVERY night I dream that someone holds me like this :'(
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OMG i saw adam yesterday! ( the guy I met in july after I finished school) It was sooo awkward. Its put me on a real downer. 1 coz I looked shit and 2 he ignored me last time I tried talking to him (pet hate/act cannot FUCKING STAND!!!!) It just made me feel like shit. We had both seen eachother but he messed with his hair awkwardly as he walked past me in the car outside the supermarket. ugh ffs I hate my fucking life!

Fuck off and die englishrose u fat piece of shit!!!!! argh