Thursday, 1 March 2012

I aint afraid to die young...

Some days I just wanna stay in bed.
Days where I cant face even interacting with people.
days where I wanna cry.
i dont want to play this silly little game anymore.



I can feel myself falling deeper into depression now.
I want to run away. I'm going to london tomorrow hopefully I'll get murdered, I'll have a horrible coach crash, I'll jump of the bridge into the thames and drown into blisful freedom.
I would do anything just to die right now.
I want to make a suicide pact with someone.
Anyone? sure google will show me the right direcion.
Rach
Troy
Astra
im nothing without you

3 comments:

  1. You know id do anything for you, your my closest friend, i never want to lose you, id make a pact with you to stay alive? But i know if you did something, i would do something silly, so please stay with me <3

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  2. you're a great person. I know life can really suck sometimes, but you know things can and will get better. It's just all up to you to fight. I know it seems easy, but you've gone through so much already that i know you can fight this shit. if you ever need to talk too someone, please don't hesitate to contact me. :)

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  3. i love you! and i'm nothing without you either xo

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I told you to be patient and I told you to be kind...