Holding back the tears.
I've loss count of the people who have said i look upset this week.
I've loss count of the people who have said i look upset this week.
I'm juss so tired, so tired of this.
My horoscope in the metro keeps telling me to "live life" but its not my life to live its not the life i want or deserve.
I wish someone could help me take me away from this world, this pain, this feeling.
Even when the blood drips outta me i dont feel anything i jsut feel disgust that i cant even do that properly.
I want to live but idk how at the same time i contemptate suicide everyday.
Hope is fading fast.
The fog has blinded and choked me.
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