All the magazines they talk about weight loss if i buy those jeans i can look like kate moss...

Lily Allen yest admitted to being bulimic.
I've always loved Lily Allen and i hope she is/has recovered. She is one strong amazing beautiful woman.
<3
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Well its lent and im giving up sweets. :( Had pancakes yesterday tho which were yummy.

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Its results day tomorrow and i am shitting myself i know ive done really really badly i dnt wanna collect my results im thinking of going at the end of break to the hall so i dont have the humiliation of everyone knowing.
Oh yesterday aswell i got a trophy for being the person who excelled so much coz i got above my predicted grades and £30 whsmith vouchers :D im so happy but i dont deserve it not after my results tomorrow. Ive thought about giving the trophy back coz i dont deserve it and this man who is like a sponsor/represantative of the award from sheffeild hallam uni who was giving out the award came to school to especially give it to me it so surreal.
Anyway what do i get from whsmith? i was thinking of getting Sylvia Paths peom collections but coz Donny is shit they dont have a poetry section :(
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Oh got my braces off last week :D its so nice not to have them on im having my retainers fitted today which im looking forward to NOT! i dont want anything else on my teeth now ive got used to having straight teeth can we juss leave mi mouth alone please???
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Ive been walking home again well on the greenway i mite do it today coz my mum cant afford to pay for dancing this week which really pissed me off. She pisses me off something chronic ! so i need some excercise.
wow my life is boring!
eeks if i get shit grades tomoz if haha-when i get shit grades tomoz im guna drop out and go to leeds ive been avoiding ringing them but tomorrow ill have reached my decision. I am a failure
xx