Friday, 28 February 2014

I think I've hit rock bottom
I feel so so shit I dont want to be here
:'(
I want to kill myself

ER

16 comments:

  1. If you do that, I swear I will revive you then hurt you BADLY.
    Don't you dare give up on yourself that easily.
    I love you. We love you.
    And I believe you there is a tumblr post on my blog that tells you why you shouldn't.
    I am not used to resorting to begging.
    But please, please, please don't do that.

    Find something that makes you happy, then grab it and HOLD ON.
    Please.

    <3 <3 <3

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    1. Thankyou i feel so so low :'(

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    2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WeYsTmIzjkw
      I know it's a horrible pun but still..

      <3

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    3. How did you know I had one?
      http://likexxsomexxfairyxxthing.tumblr.com/

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    4. you said u did in the first comment? lol xx

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    5. I can be pretty dumb sometimes.

      xox

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  2. Hey ER, try to remember that you won't always feel this way xx I totally get it, I've been there many times. But it really is worth holding on and getting through it, even if you can't imagine that right now. I promise you'll be glad you did! Try and do some things, anything, to make yourself feel even the tiniest bit better... for example I like drinking coffee, eating chocolate, watching movies, cuddling my giant wolfhound doggie, listening to music, going and sitting outside on a nice day.. these little things can make the difference, and get you through the worst days xoxo Hope you feel better soon <3

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    1. I no there's bigger things but how can i erase the thoughts n feelings? Thankyou for the comment xxxx

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    2. Have you ever tried "Mindfulness" techniques? I find it can be helpful sometimes when you are feeling just totally overwhelmed. It's to do with centering yourself in the moment by focussing on your five senses. For example, shutting your eyes, focusing your breath, 5 in 5 out, and then noticing what you can hear, smell, feel etc, even taste - i do this with chocolate lol!
      And if the negative thoughts come in, that's okay, just notice them, acknowledge them objectively without judgement, as if watching clouds from a distance. Then go back to focussing on breathing or muscle relaxation or your senses. It takes some practise, but it might be worth giving it a go! xxoxo

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    3. wow thank you I will have to try this!! xxx

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  3. Don't give up, there's a lot to live for even when everything seems hopeless. Hugs to you.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

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  4. Hello there.
    Missed you.
    xx
    LuLu

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  5. Don't give up, you're perfect the way you are xx
    always love :)

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