Englishrose were gunna call you an ambulance...

Dr A:"Helen you get the weight taken while I call an ambulance"
Helen: She wont get weighed
....
I was so close to be taken to hospital.
They thought I was having a heart attack.
I thought I was too haha.
I get these pains in my heart and it shoots right to my back, my shoulder.
Then it creeps down my arm.
My body is fucked up.
I really think I'm gunna die this week.
I keep going from manic to suicidal really quickly.

I hate myself and I want to die.
ER
xx