Yet another pitiful attempt to loose weight #lost count!

So monday morning start of the week
how much of a shit week is it this week i wonder?
100 sit ups
melba toast + water for breakfast check!
i plan on only eating celery soup today
got on the scales this morning just like i do every morning to my absolute horror i weigh 47.5 kg thats 7 n a half stone!!! fucking hell im so fat the binging stops ! i cnt believe ive let myself get this bad i need to get a grip
anyway plans for today i think i need some structure to stop me eating weight watchers biscuits 100 cals each 4.9g fat or toasted white bread fuck fuck fuck im already thinking bwt binging and its ten past 9 on monday
i need to b strong especially when an assessment is probably inevitable this week
FML
so plan sorry a bit off track well
10- get dressed + wash hair
read book
opefully go out food shopping maybe
erm do some work the choice is plentiful as i have tons
*sigh* my life is sooo shit
xx